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I Don’t Fit In — And I’m Learning to Be Okay with That
I have spent more time than I care to admit wondering why I don't fit in. Not just wondering. Analyzing it. Replaying conversations. Wondering if I talked too much. Wondering if I didn't talk enough. Wondering if I came across wrong. Wondering why someone suddenly became distant. Wondering why I can walk into a room full of people and somehow still feel alone. And then comes the question that hurts the most: Is it me? Maybe you've asked yourself that too. Maybe you've watched
admisapostle
Aug 245 min read


Created to Create: Are You Building Your Life—or Just Watching Everyone Else Build Their
What are you creating? I don't mean, “Do you know how to paint?” I'm asking a bigger question. What are you developing? What are you cultivating? What are you bringing into the world that wasn't here before you put your hands, mind, heart, experience, or imagination to it? I've been asking myself that question lately. And if I'm being truthful, it led me to another one that was much more uncomfortable: What am I consuming? We Have Never Had This Much Access to Other People's
admisapostle
Aug 225 min read


Burnt Out but Still Called: When Ministry Drains the Vessel
INTRODUCTION There is a kind of burnout that does not come from laziness.It comes from constant pouring with little to no return. This is the burnout many leaders will not admit. You pray with people.You counsel them.You help them heal.You carry them through their lowest moments. And then they leave. They go back to where they came from.They grow—but not with you.They are strengthened—but not assigned to you. And you are left still standing… but empty. SECTION 1: THE REAL
admisapostle
Mar 173 min read


God can use you
If God chose you before the trial… and if He equipped you to survive the trial… then the trial cannot destroy you. Somebody say: “I am chosen!”
admisapostle
Mar 151 min read


When the Shout Is Over… Are You Saved?
There is a growing crisis in many churches today — not a lack of attendance, not a lack of musicians, not even a lack of passion. It is a lack of teaching. We have perfected atmosphere but neglected understanding.We have mastered response but abandoned formation.We have trained people how to react… but not how to live. And so the question must be asked: When the music stops, when the lights dim, when the emotion settles — what remains inside the believer? Because salvation is
admisapostle
Feb 163 min read
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